没有错...我就是一个很容易就没有安全感的女生...

haiz...
Haizz...
haizz...
HAIZZZZZZZZ.........
【旁人：不要那么多唉声叹气=.=】

女孩和男孩
都是一样都会没有安全感的一天对吧？
但是我几乎是...每天...
天啊~~
地啊~~
神啊~~
鬼啊~~
我也不想这样....

即使无时无刻都安慰自己说
没事的...得过且过
以后的事情不是我能控制的
我现在担心那么多也没用
对...
未来是个未知数
Did you know what your future?
I don't know mine...
but i don't want to think about us..
want me think about my future?
Fine..
I will think about my dream :D
Love?
K...just let it be it way...

You know what?
i found that..
i change to become like this after i know the course you take..
I know i know..
sure you want to say i begin to think about useless things again..
but..
what can i do?
this is the truth right?
But...
i say it before
whatever decision that you make
i will support you and always be there for you...

Nobody can promise that in the future
you still the same..
nobody..
not i didn't trust you..
but..
Hehe..
i talking about nonsense again..
Nevermind..
I am who i am
i don't want depend on you^^
I will depend to myself.
Maybe if like this..i will feel better^^

关上了灯
抱着膝盖
缩在床头
把头枕在膝盖里
沉思.....

Don't blame me for "shouting" on you because of your irresponsible

Well....
Hmm...
Erm...
Should i write in English?@@
Haha~~

Well~~
i can't believe that i will behave like this today :o
REALLY REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE
But...
Ya..
My sound volume really big=.=
so maybe this make other people think that i was angry??

Ok..
The story start like this>>
Tomorrow is the sport day of my school
And And And
we got open a stall in hall :D
and of course we need some salesgirl or salesboy
some of the students don't want their name appear in the "black list" so they want to be on duty in the stall.
okay~never mind if they want like this.
Today we got meeting in class.
I already said that the one who didn't attend the meeting ,their attendance will not be take during sport day.
Some of them give suitable reason for not coming.

Well...
one girl
give excuse that she can't attend the meeting because of the time after our meeting finish , there was no bus can take her home
after i listen to her excuse,
i just say that
"XXX after the meeting got bus to take her home,why are you not?"
everyone in the class become silent
cool@@
haha~~

i didn't mean to scold her actually
just want to say that
if you don't want be responsible on the decision you take
then you better don't join us
just quit and go
easy.

【P/S: I know when i saying something in big volume~everyone will think that i angry~.~】

and P/S again :P
i don't know whether my grammar wrong or not:P
so..
xixi..
:P